At loose ends

My latest experiment isn’t working out. You know, the one where I set the timer to go up instead of down while I write? I’m not writing enough (might not be related to the experiment) and I keep forgetting to turn on the timer when I do write (definitely related to the timer experiment, for reasons I know but probably won’t be able to explain).

Still, I’ve let the being sick thing really keep me from writing what I need to write this month. Tomorrow I’m going to restart my attempt to settle into a routine of sorts. I need something different. Frankly, I need something that works.

I want—

  • consistency
  • >2,000 words a day

That’s it, that’s really all I want. I have no idea why I find that so difficult.