Fiction writer. Expert procrastinator. This is my life.
It seems as if I’ve forgotten my daily accountability challenge, but the truth is it’s still going strong. I’m just not prioritizing posting on the blog here over writing fiction. :)
I tend to fall away from blog posting when the writing is going well. I’ll post another update soon about what’s working to keep me writing and what’s not, but as of now, I’ve written 5,718 words from October 1–4, and that is a 1,429 words a day average so I am quite pleased with that.
Yesterday was basically a no writing day, even though that wasn’t my intention at the start of the day.
However, I didn’t have a zero word day. No, sir. I had a -3 word day. I am disappointed, but it’s a fact that some days you’re just not going to feel great and things you wanted to get done aren’t going to get done because of that. That was yesterday. Moving on now.
Today, I’ll be back at the multiple stories challenge which I’ve since given its own page.
I’m starting the new month with renewed vigor!
Yesterday, I had a limited amount of writing time. It took far too long to write my words. Overall, I wrote 415 words total, on 2 stories.
As for my September on-track challenge, I haven’t made much progress on it, and as today is the last day for it. I don’t see a win in my future on this one. I would need many thousands of words to have reversed the accumulating deficit in my word count.
All I can do now is look forward and try to keep that deficit from growing larger!
I’ve continued with my multiple stories challenge and I’m pretty happy with how it’s helped me increase my word counts this month over last. :)
There’s nothing much I really want to say about yesterday’s writing, except that I enjoyed working on multiple stories. It’s very motivating. Ideas for one story feed into ideas for the others, so it also gives my creativity a boost. Because of that, I finished the day off with 1,503 words written, across 4 stories.
I really don’t think I would have done as well if I’d forced myself to stick with one story tonight.
Well.
Yesterday was a day. The family things I’ve been dealing with are continuing to bleed into every new day. Here’s hoping it will ease up soon and give me back my creative energy!
I ended the day having written 82 words, on 1 story.
At least it wasn’t a zero word day? Even if that’s just a small win, I’ll take it. :)
When I started this post, I thought I was only two days behind. Guess not! Here’s a catch-up post.
I wrote quite a bit on Sunday. I spent most of the day writing, in fact. My total word count appears lower than it is because of the way I count words day to day. I deleted some notes and little bits I’d written ahead in my novel as I came to them, and then a big chunk at the end of a scene that I didn’t end up writing.
I gained a lot of momentum early in the day from some easy wins on my goal word counts for a few of my stories, and that helped me when I got to my more troublesome novels. :)
This was a good day overall. I would love it if I could pick up some speed, but it was a win for the 1,300 words a day goal, and for the multiple stories challenge. When I ended the day, I had added 1,847 words to my grand total, across 5 stories.
Monday was a very busy day and I had a lot to do away from home. I finally got to sit down and think about writing at around 10:45 pm. That was the extent of my attempt to write on this day: zero words.
Yesterday, I had some more errands to deal with and a lunch meeting with a family member. We’re dealing with some final things for a death in the family a while back, so these were really very necessary errands that have gotten in the way of writing. Another zero word day.
I even had a few things to do this morning, but I am hoping to settle in soon for a return to writing today. :)
I definitely don’t want to have too many of these zero words days in a row because it will kill my momentum and ruin my averages—and I’m already struggling to get the 1,300 words a day I need, whether as an average or a daily minimum! :o
I was reminded of something this morning when I sat down to write this post: I have a guilt problem.
Guilt made me stick to one story yesterday, and I paid for that with a low word count and less enthusiasm as I was writing.
Yesterday, I wrote 498 words, on 1 story.
When I know a story really needs to be finished, or I have a deadline approaching—even if it’s self-imposed!—I start to feel like I’m failing if I write on anything except that story. I don’t think I can succeed with the multiple stories challenge in the coming months if I can’t ignore this feeling and continue to work on multiple stories each day.
NOTE TO SELF: Do not fall into the mindset that I will finish the novel I most need to finish faster if I just focus one-hundred percent of my effort on it. Ain’t gonna happen, in almost all cases.
Writing a lot of words when I’m only working on one story is the exception, not the rule.
And truly, the motivational boost I get from working on more than one story at a time is huge, so there’s really no downside to it. :)
Yesterday was just one of those days I’d rather not talk about. :o
I wrote only 6 words, on 2 stories.
Two, because I made a few fixes in the short story that reduced my word count to a small negative, and then I wrote like two lines on the novel.
I stayed very busy with some publishing stuff, and that’s all the writing I got around to before I called it a night.
Yesterday’s total words should have been better, but I got hung up on that short story I finished the night before.
I ended the day with 454 words written, on 2 stories (but barely).
I’d done a few continuity checks with the connected series that same night and found my timeline was off a bit. I started correcting it yesterday, went too far, then had to backtrack to the original story and start again.
The story was really good as it was, and I didn’t want to mess it up.
I don’t always realize it when I’m writing, but sometimes I write things that need to be shifted around once I’m done. Sometimes I’m not even sure where a part needs to be shifted to until I realize something’s missing. Once I write it, everything falls into place, as if that was how it was supposed to be all along.
All in all, I added a few hundred words to it, and that’s the majority of the words I wrote yesterday. :o
You may not have noticed, but I had to go back and change the days of the challenge in the titles for the last two posts. Somehow I got off on my numbering and had two day 7s. :D
Oops. It’s fixed now.
I also accidentally dropped “daily” from the post title starting at day 7. LOL. It makes for a shorter title, but I’d really rather not leave it out! The daily part of this is what’s keeping me honest. :)
Yesterday, I worked on multiple stories, so I’m now firmly back into my multiple stories challenge.
I like working on multiple stories concurrently, instead of focusing on only one project until it’s done. This works best for me, most of the time, as I’ve said in the past. My word counts go up, and my motivation stays high. I need both of those!
Before I called it a night, I had written 2,448 words, across 3 stories.
That means I again reached my goal of 1,300 words a day. I’m hoping to stay there for a while. Winning my September on-track challenge depends on it. If I want to stay a full-time writer, I do have to write more than I have been. No question.
Most of the new words were for one story (a novel I want to finish soon), but I did finish a short story I started a few days back and do some minor corrections and get back into another novel that I’ll soon be working on more diligently, if all goes well with the current novel. :)
Did I forget to post AGAIN? I did! I realized it after I shut down last night, and decided to just do another two day catch up post. Hopefully, this won’t happen again for a while. :D
I can see pretty easily why I forgot to post for this day.
Zero words. The publishing stuff I didn’t finish the night before got in the way, big time. But I finished all that then went to bed super late. Going to try not to do that anymore for a while. It’s messing my attempt to shift my sleep time back. And that is not a win. :o
Yesterday, I spent some time getting a few chapters of a serial finished so I can devote the rest of this week to a novel I want to finish by the end of the month. It’s how I plan to win at my September on-track challenge.
If I finish the novel, I will definitely catch-up some of those words and make progress reducing that word count deficit I’ve accumulated since I started tracking my 1,300 words a day goal.
I don’t know why it was so easy to get bogged down in those serial episodes, but by the time I called it a day, I had only written 745 words, on 1 story. (See below for the updated total.)
That was disappointing, for sure. I worked hard yesterday and spent a lot of time writing. :(
HOWEVER, that number isn’t a final number. I did work on another story yesterday. I have words I hand wrote late last night on my novel that I’ll type up once I get started this morning (afternoon, who am I kidding, at 12:43 pm already). I don’t think it’ll put me over 1,300 words, but it will put me closer.
I’ll update it tomorrow when I do today’s accountability post if I don’t remember to come back and update it today.
After adding in the handwritten words, my day came in at 1,047 words, on 2 stories.
But the serial is on the back burner now for a while, and my novel is going to get a LOT of my attention. However (another one!), I’m also going to be picking up my multiple stories challenge again today and trying to catch up a bit on some of those small word count goals, too.
It’s going to be a busy day. You can come back tomorrow to see what I make of it.
As for yesterday, getting those serial chapters done was a win, even if it wasn’t the win I most wanted. I’ll take it. :D
Did I forget to post yesterday? I think I did! Wow. I just realized.
I ended the day with 1,356 words, on 2 stories. Yay! I came in above the 1,300 so that is a definite win.
I had some publisher work to do and it took me all evening and well into the morning, and I still didn’t finish it.
By the time I called it a day at about 3 a.m., I had written 355 words, on 1 story.
That story is now complete. Whew.
I’m not too dissatisfied. I’ll take what wins I can get, even if they’re small. :)
Yesterday, I had several things to do that took me away from writing.
I was also still working on finishing a story I wrote and thought I had finished. When I went back through it, my writer voice said, nope, there is more you can do here to make this the story it’s meant to be. So I worked on that, and I am really, really happy with the things I’ve added to it. I had skipped a few potential scenes to expedite my way through the story, but it kept bothering me. I just couldn’t let go of the feeling that I hadn’t really finished the story.
On top of that, I’ve felt like I’m fighting off an illness for the last several days (I feel feverish even now while I’m typing this). And I’m still adjusting my sleep patterns, so there’s that. I’ve been feeling off kilter for two days now. I’m hungry at the wrong times of day, and my energy levels are also up and down at the wrong times. Basically, I’m suffering self-imposed jet lag. :)
All in all, I only wrote 154 words yesterday, on 1 story.
But I made progress, and I can’t call that a failure. Today, I think I’m going to get back on track. It’s just a feeling I have, but I’m going to push for it.
Back on 8/20/23, I decided on a daily word count for my daily goal going forward. I incorporated it into my spreadsheet so I could keep up with my progress, and even made a note to myself: do not delete even if I get really behind →. That arrow points to day 1 of the tracking.
As you can see, I have gotten really behind. My challenge for September is to cut into that negative number. So not only do I want to stay caught up for the rest of the month, I want to catch up a bit on that on-track number. :D
Anything will be a win, but I specifically would like to get the number back into the mid-20k range.
I had another unintentional day off writing, for the most part.
I did write 102 words, on 1 story.
I realize I seem to be pretty far from reaching my daily writing goals, but I do think the daily accountability posts are helping. And there are always things that get in the way.
But there will be days where nothing goes wrong, and I’ll get the words in. I don’t doubt it.
That just isn’t now.
Today, I almost forgot to write this post, but that’s because I started work on a story as soon as I could instead of letting other things get in the way. That’s a win, all by itself.
I also finally started last night trying to shift my sleep pattern to an earlier bedtime and an earlier wake-up. I really think that’ll benefit my writing, so I’m glad I was able to get that started.
Still, I didn’t go to bed with nothing written, and that’s another small win. :)
I had an unintentional day off writing. I made three book covers (finalized 2 of them) for a series. It took all day.
I meant to make time to write, but I just got too tired. It was already 3 a.m. when I realized I was not going to get to the writing yesterday, and I decided sleep was more important.
Unfortunately, when I get tired, sleep always becomes more important. That’s why I had hoped to stick to writing earlier in the day. Hasn’t happened so far. Even today, I’m actually just getting started.
As long as I stick to writing for the next few hours, I’ll be fine. But that means I can’t delay any longer, so I’m going to end this here.
Zero words yesterday.
Not zero progress, because book covers are of course a necessity in publishing. But I could have managed it better, I think, so hopefully I will remember that the next time.
Whoops. Almost forgot to post today, and that’s because there’s very little to report for yesterday.
I wrote only 51 words yesterday, on 1 story.
Why so few? And what went wrong?
For most of the day yesterday, I worked on publishing related activities that took my focus off writing.
It took me a lot longer to do just about everything I did, and that’s a problem with my ability to either control my use of time or estimate how much time I really need to get certain things done.
Still, I was pretty shocked when I realized how late it was and that I hadn’t written anything all day.
I had already decided to stick to writing more novels instead of short stories and novellas going forward. Seems like this was a great example of why I need to follow through on that. I lose a lot of time once I switch into publisher mode.
Publishing absolutely interrupts my writing.
Nowhere in my head does it make sense that those things took up my entire day. And yet, there wasn’t anything else of note in my day to account for the lost time.
If only I were better at beating back my perfectionist tendencies—perfectionism does nothing but make everything harder than it has to be.
I’ll finish getting these few that are in progress done, and then I’m going to be putting the short fiction to rest for a while.
I liked April’s accountability post. But not enough to continue with them. To be honest, I forgot to update the post multiple times, and I felt that it didn’t help me in any way stay accountable to my writing or publishing goals.
I also liked the table format in April, but I felt myself missing the individual posts I used to do, so there wasn’t even any benefit in that regard.
So on that note, I’m not going to bother posting a table of daily word counts this month at all. I have my LibreOffice Calc spreadsheet for that (yeah, I keep trying to go back to Excel, because I do have a subscription to Microsoft 365 that I pay for, but I really just like Calc).
So the accountability post experiment has come to an end.
At the end of this month, I’ll just do a progress post as I’ve done in the past. I do like them. I might revisit April’s post and pull parts of it out for a progress post to start things off in that direction again.
I’ve decided that keeping a post as a running commentary on the month’s writing might be the best way to actually have some accountability to my goals.
Continue reading “April 2023 accountability”This is the first of what I’m planning to be a monthly series. The posts will center around how the writing is going for me, and what my level of output is.
Continue reading “March 2023 accountability”